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After more than a few days of putting it off, I finally called SECASA today.

It's funny, really. I had the courage to tell my parents, to tell my friends, to throw the whole affair onto LJ, but talking to SECASA was so difficult I managed to put it off for several days. It's funny, how the mind works. The call went well, certainly better than the first call. I'm not sure how much assistance I'm going to end up taking from SECASA, but I've been realising that these aren't decisions I have to make now. When I talk to my regular counsellor next Thursday (thankfully she managed to find a time), I think after that I can think about making a decision.

As a side note, I want to thank everyone for their support, you honestly can't imagine how much I've needed it about now.