Wednesday Sundays

Apr. 20th, 2025 10:01 pm
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Finished Reading Recently:

This entry is not counting children's books, since I talked about those separately.

It took me longer than expected to read Feet of Clay, by Terry Pratchett, but that happens sometimes, and it spanned the Brain Be Weird part of the month where I was badly crashed out. I quite liked it, obviously. Here's what I wrote on Weds when I finished it:

Okay yeah, Feet of Clay was *really* good. I like the gender part --"we've got extra pronouns here", _be still my heart_ and I really fucking like the golems. And I lovehate Vetrinari so very much, he is such a beautifully sympathetic antagonist. If Vimes ever figures out how much he's been played...actually, I think Vimes would sulk for a bit and then be okay with it.

And then there's Dorfl, and Oh Man. The part of my brainheart that loves community and solidarity and the inherent worth of all and trying to make things better for everyone is Very Aware Of How Good This Feels.

I'm obviously going to keep reading, but one of the unexpected things I really like is that I've read three watch books now and each of them is a fully complete story. No cliffhangers! Like, there's obviously more things that _could_ happen, but they feel like opportunities, not like frustrations. It's an astonishing feature of writing, and something I hadn't realized I'd been missing by some of the other fantasy I've read. I love Seanan, for instance, but you read enough Toby books and you know there's unfinished story that hasn't been resolved and it'll nag at you. Which is fine! The story she is telling is a longer one that takes a lot of books to get through! But it's still refreshing to know that I could never read another Discworld book and still feel like I've reached a satisfying end.


After, I dove into Richard Osman's We Solve Murders on a day in which I was going on slow meandery errands that involved lots of hanging out outside in the _almost_ bearable weather. Read from start to finish in about three and a half hours, nearly continuous, and you know? It was real nice to have a book that was both fluffy enough and captivating enough to do so. Osman writes incredibly human characters, with fairly clear good-vs-evil descriptors, and it's pretty fun to find out what they're up to.

On Thursday I read a couple of short works, the first of which was an 1884 Evangelical screed entitled There is no harm in dancing (a title, I want to be clear, that should be read extremely sarcastically). It's about thirty pages explaining how dancing is The Worst Sin That Ever Was and especially being simultaneously victim-blaming and slut-shaming about All Those Horrible Women That Do It And Corrupt Men, and then we get to the crown-jewel part, which says something like "most if not all of these sins can be found at every dance" and precedes to list about thirty sins, a great many of which I have never once seen because I am clearly not going to exciting enough dances. For instance, not once have I been on a dance floor that features "assassination", or "infanticide" although I have to admit, of late "sedition" has been appearing in most of my social experiences. Anyways, it turns out that if you're gonna hate-read something, choose something that's like a century and a half old, it's *way* funnier. And I wish I knew how to cross-stitch so I could make a proper art piece out of that last bit.

I followed it up with the Simple Sabotage Manual, which is neat because a lot of the specifics they offer are out of date, but the concepts feel real clear and lovely. I shouldn't say more about this one.

Thursday afternoon I stumbled into a copy of Ella Enchanted by Gail Carson Levine, which I haven't read in ages, so I grabbed it. It's still a pretty fun book! It is more of a love story than I remember, I think I think of it as "Ella becoming a whole adult" but it really is "falling in love with Char" as the central premise. It's sweet though, it's a damn good romance, and I like all the worldbuilding quite a bit.

Currently Reading:

I have cracked spine on Wyrd Sisters (metaphorically, all my Pratchett is in e-form) but literally only read about three pages. So I'll get to that all in a rush soon.

I don't know if I have properly mentioned, in part because I really don't know how to mark it on my spreadsheet: I have gotten pretty entangled in The SCP Foundation of late, which is several million words of collaborative semi-horror. It just _keeps going_ is what I am finding. It's serving as a nice thing to read when I don't feel like playing video games.

Reading Next

SamSam has never heard of Mrs. Piggle-Wiggle, and I'm visiting them soon, so that's going to get read aloud I suspect, at least a few chapters worth.

I have the next Vorkosigan book, so I really ought to do that. Also I downloaded like...fifty? eighty! Eighty things from Project Gutenburg. This is how I got the short stuff I mentioned above, but there's Oz and the coloured faerie books, and the complete Poe, and Man of La Mancha, and 20,000 Leagues Under the Sea, and all sorts of stuff.

And Dracula Daily starts in two weeks. Every year I've managed to get a little farther, but this'll be my third year trying it out. Let's see if I can finish the novel this time around!

~Sor
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recommendation for you Buffy fans

Apr. 20th, 2025 12:13 pm
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I went to a comedy show last night. Currently in Australia, but it's usually in the UK. If you're reading my blog, you'd probably enjoy it.

It's called BUFFY REVAMPED. And what happens is, Spike stands on stage for an hour, telling everyone the plot of Buffy the Vampire Slayer. It's hilarious.

Highlights include:
- Songs from the perspective of Buffy, Faith, and Xander (all performed by Spike wearing appropriate bits of costume)
- An overhead projector presentation about the Initiative
- Season 5 told mainly through poems by William the Bloody

He described Dawn as being "like a new board game, or a Christopher Nolan film; not shit, but you need time to get used to it".


It's fun! Go see it!

Scavenger Hunt!

Apr. 19th, 2025 08:49 pm
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Today I had a good morning of ADVENTURES!

I am visiting Tuesday in Providence, and ke found out about EscapeRhodeIsland's Eggscape scavenger hunt! (There was also an egg hunt which we mostly didn't participate in). The scav turned out to have ten locations to visit throughout downtown PVD: six local businesses, three interesting clocks, and a set of coordinates that led to some pretty great mushroom murals.

It was a really nice adventure through the town! We came in third, but we came in first in our hearts, mostly because we weren't at all treating it like a competition, we were treating it as a nice stroll through the city. After, we wound up chatting with Dizz and Chase who run the place for a goodly while, about internet culture and cool scavenger hunts and the like.

The weather was absolutely perfect for a long walk outside. It was sunny, but not brutally so, deliciously breezy without being chilly, and warm and not-too-humid. Hats off to the showrunners for getting us such a good day! Of the six locations, Tuesday and I had definitely been to one of them before (the Weird Lovecraft Bookstore in the PVD arcade!) but most of them were new-ish, and a few definitely felt like places to visit again in the future! Mostly it was just really nice to connect to the community so much, and get to visit a bunch of very local shops.

Afterwards, we got sammiches at Geoff's, and then strolled slowly back home, sitting sometimes to enjoy the sunshine and snuggling each other a bit. It is so good to get to hold hands with a pretty partner while you walk through the spring weather! It was also lovely to get to see lots of murals and interesting graffiti, and other nice bits of the city. I'm slightly regretting not having brought my camera!

We had a very lazy afternoon, to make up for the fact that we got up at like 7:30am on a weekend in order to make it to the hunt on time. Lots of lying in bed with the window open, enjoying the breeze and snuggling and napping. Eventually we woke up enough to have snacks, which turned into dinner when we actually looked at the clock.

Now I've settled in to write words and hang out online, and Tuesday is checking in on ker local puzzle-hunt team as they do a different big puzzle-hunt (which ke apparently did last weekend). Tomorrow I think we have no plans at all, which probably means playing rock band and watching telly and maybe going on another good walk outside. On Monday I have to return to Boston, which turns out to probably be the worst timing known to man (I have been so good about not traveling anywhere on marathon Monday for so many years...) and then on Tues I take a bus to BurlingtonVT for a few days to wander around a different city with a different partner. Then back to Massachusetts for NEFFA and back home somehow on Sunday. No sleep at all, just straight into work again.

Still, I am glad to have some vacation time, and doubly glad that at least some of that time is being wrapped in sunshine and spring breezes.

~Sor
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Books for children!

Apr. 19th, 2025 01:16 am
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(I began this entry a week ago, which is why it implies today is Wednesday. Obviously it is not)

Tonight is a very special Wednesday Books, both because it's actually on a Wednesday, and because it is from babysitting and reading a great number of books to a very wee child! So here, have some board books and other children's books reviews, in roughly the order that the one particular wee child I look after picked them off the shelf:

  • Animals in the Snow: This was a children's nonfiction book! At this point removed, I can't remember if it rhymed or not, but it did have very beautiful illustrations and lots of keen information about various forms of animals.I especially liked the two page spread that looked identical to the land behind St. Grandma's house, and the fat-positivity about the woodchuck being able to live off their stored energy.

  • Raven's Ribbons: A sweet little two-spirit tale, with a couple excellent repetitions, both of which I caught The Toddler quoting to herself. Stomp stomp shuffle shuffle!

  • Miss Leoparda: This is a charmingly illustrated tale about how much cars suck, and I am absolutely here for it. More pro-transit children's books, hell yes! Although it occurs to me, that really, children are already inherently pro-transit, what kiddo doesn't love a bus? (especially whose wheels go round and round)

  • Bears in Pairs: This does indeed have the bears paired up! The best part is the strong variety in the illustrations as to what the bears specifically look like.

  • Touch and Feel: Animals: Do I include books with no literary merit? The point of this book was to feel different textures, and I couldn't even really find an author, possibly because no one was willing to own up to "the koala's fur is soft. the lizard's skin is bumpy" style prose.

  • The Number Devil: We read one chapter of this, which was _delightful_ as I knew it would be. It's one of my favourite books, and it's impressive that the kiddo was chill to listen through the entire chapter because while it's illustrated, it's really not a classic children's book, it's a chapter book if ever I saw one. I was very happy to revisit this one, it's been a while and I should finish reading the rest to myself sometime soon.
  • The Girl Who Never Makes Mistakes: I believe I have already reviewed this one. On a second re-read, it's...fine? I like that Toddler identified it with the word "Humbert", referring to the hamster owned by our protagonist.

  • Corduroy: Someone (EveZed, maybe?) was extolling the virtues of this one recently, and saying that they think every child should have a copy because of how nicely it is a found family/everyone belongs with someone who will love them as they are. It is a very sweet book, without being at all saccharine, and reads out loud extremely nicely.

  • Goodnight Moon: Another one that is classic for a reason! I really like that the cadence isn't quite as poetically strict while still being extremely good to read.

  • Mommy Hugs: I remember nothing about this at this point, but it is lots of hugging animals, so that's quite charming?

  • Pajama Time: Another Boynton, one I'm a little less familiar with, but the rhythm was so good that I actually wound up singing it starting halfway through. She is such a treasure!

  • The ABCs of Contra Dancing: I own a copy of this as well! It rhymes and the scansion is good! It's a very sweet little board book that does an extremely good job of fitting into its very specific niche.

  • Hop on Pop: Ah, the first of several Seuss! I don't think I had realized/remembered how late into the book the actual titular hopping occurs, but I also was unsure if the board book version was slightly abridged or rewritten.

  • The Foot Book: Not Seuss's finest work, but you do get to say feet and foot a lot, which are very good readaloud words.

  • Ten on a Twig: This was a cute batch of birds, but felt mostly designed around its gimmick (pages of changing length, with the twig crossing over them.

  • If Animals Kissed Like We Kissed Goodnight: This is the one that's still in my head the next day, and you know what? _that_ is a mark of a well cadenced board book. I had read this one nine years ago to the RBeast, quite a few times I believe, but it holds up pretty nicely to endless rereads.

  • The Going to Bed Book: More Boynton, and I think one of my unexpected faves? It's not one of the ones I can quote or nearly, but I think I particularly like "when the moon begins to rise, the animals all exercise" and "with some on top and some beneath they brush and brush and brush their teeth". Boynton is just a _really good writer_, okay?

  • That's Not My Kangaroo: You can't judge this particular line of books on their literary merit, because they have basically none --they're stim toys for babies, with the added bonus of some teaching of physical descriptors. As a stim toy, this one was _okay_. I felt there was a little too much repetition in textures, although the nose-was-too-rough was a particularly good feeling piece of velcro.

  • There's a Wocket in my Pocket: More Seuss. Another one of his less great works, although it does feel extremely quintessentially Seussian with all its creatures. As a mature adult, I did giggle a bit at the bofa on the sofa.

  • Max's New Suit: Rosemary Wells is also just really damn good. I love Max and Ruby stories, and associate them very strongly with being at St Grandma's house, so I feel like she must've had several. This one is a board book rather than a picture book, so it's very short, but I still quite liked it!

  • All the Hippos Go Berserk: Everything Sandra Boynton writes is absolute gold. This is no exception, although as a more refined reader, I can't help but notice that the six hippos are not actually shown leaving, just distraught as the seven hippos head out. But serious bonus points for a counting book that goes ahead and acknowledges that sum of all the numbers we've just counted to.

  • Moo Baa La La La: Both my mother and I have this one memorized, so it's a cute party trick where you can get one of us to start reciting it, and the other will join in, either chorusing or swapping lines back and forth. Anyways, this might be the single best board book ever written. I am not tired of it yet, and I have read it way more times than most people.

  • Meena's Saturday: this one feels culturally complicated to write about, because on the one hand it is abhorrently "oh yeah, the boys in the fam all get to chill out while us woman and girls have to constantly work" but on the other hand, it is very clearly about a group of people which I do not belong to, and *also* it feels very much like it does not approve of the status quo and is not willing to accept "boys just get privileges over girls for no good reason". The descriptions of food were delectable though.

  • The Magic School Bus Learns About Electricity: This was the last book before bedtime, very cleverly chosen as a pretty long one. I only read the core text and would've liked to read all the side notes (which contain puns and tons of extra information). Anyways, the crew goes through a power plant. Having read only the core story, I gotta say MSB is a little weak without any of the extra zjujing you get from the interstitials or the animations. Which is fine, it's got those things under ordinary circumstances!


Whew!

I should write a proper books as well, since I've been reading a fair clip, but that is probably going to wind up as a separate post. Part of me feels like maybe this kind of thing shouldn't count for my medialog, but no, fuck that, books are books. This is part of why I don't track "oh I read a hundred books this year" sorts of things though, because okay, yes, I did read 23 books this evening, but the average word count was probably somewhere in the low hundreds.

I do kinda wish it were acceptable as an adult to go sit in the children's section of a library more often and work through the shelves. I completely understand why I, an un-child-accompanied adult should not be allowed to do this, but I still wish it were occasionally an option. Sometimes you want to explore cadence and rhyme without worrying overmuch about plot!

~Sor
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book book book

Apr. 17th, 2025 03:39 am
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Today was a day of relaxing, which was probably good given I've had a bunch of fairly busy days lately trying to get things done. Tomorrow will also be _busy_ since there's union meeting and dance, so it feels good to have taken today to be more restful.

I'm also pleased that the relaxing actually felt good, since it doesn't always, especially if I get stuck in a "I am playing video games as low effort dopamine but now I can't stop" loop. I read _an entire book_ today, which was extremely nice to have done. It's been a while since I one-shotted a novel, and it's nice to both know that I still can do this, and to actually have books fun enough to be worth doing. This one was Richard Osman's "We Solve Murders" and it was just...a lot of fun and very human. Osman writes shades of black and white _extremely_ well, while still painting in the details a bit grey. The good guys are good, the bad guys are bad, but everyone is somehow interesting and likeable even when they're absurdly not?

Reading it happened largely outside as well, which is fantastic that it's almost warm enough to be able to sit outside and read. I went to the grocery store after school, in part to grab some granola bars to donate to the Somerville Homeless Coalition via Gracie's ice cream, since the latter was offering free scoops in exchange for snax. I had a cone of salted matzah (!) and found it to be _extremely_ good. Gracie's is rapidly becoming my favourite ice cream store, and I might have to consider hosting my birthday ice cream there instead of at JP Licks this year. (Or in addition. More ice cream is not a bad plan.)

All my adventures did get me home quite late, and I finished my book just after getting home, which means I kinda crashed after. Not sure what to do with myself sort of thing. So that's been my evening, and now it is late. Goodnight!

~Sor
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What's going on with your brain kiddo

Apr. 15th, 2025 06:49 pm
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So obviously yesterday was weird.

One of the worst parts of my ADHD --and maybe it's not specifically that, maybe it's just another part of my spicy spicy neurotype-- is that I am not well set-up to feel pride or joy in accomplishments.

When I have _big tasks_ that need doing, they have almost always come with some amount of "that should've been done sooner" and frequently they come with "much sooner" as I watch the deadlines breeze past or (best case scenario) rapidly approach. Which means that the task is so associated in general with dread that getting it finished doesn't release the dread, it just means doing a bunch of dreadful work, inevitably finding that it was entirely doable once I just _fucking did it_ and then feeling like shit because why can't I just do the thing if it was so easy?

When I was talking to Jenn-my-therapist yesterday, one of the things that came up was the idea of building structures, and I was expressing frustration that my schedule is both really busy/full *and* irregularly so, which means there's not a steady "time in which I can do this structure". Jenn asked something about "well, does it have to be perfect?" which is a _really good and valid question_ and something that's important to consider. Zero is greater than one. Radical acceptance of incremental progress.

But unfortunately, yeah, it kinda does. If something needs to be a habit in my life, aiming for perfect is aiming for _consistent_. And consistent is so much easier than irregular. Irregular is hard! It falls apart more easily because if I don't _have_ to do it today then I don't have to do it tomorrow either or the day after that or or or.

It's really frustrating having had structures in the past that have even kinda worked for a little while, and watching them slip back through my fingers. It's more frustrating knowing that it's not entirely my fault --like, my life is the epitome of the "this is fine" dog, the fact that I am doing _literally anything_ in a fascist overthrowing of the government should be an automatic gold star forever. I am expected to work in these circumstances?

Well, yes. So if I'm going to keep going, I'm going to flail at anything I can to try and keep things moving smoothly. Yes, I'm burnt out. Okay great, that's been the case. What next?

And this week "what next" is doing my little quest cards and Mrs-Piggle-Wiggling my brain into thinking that sorting papers and cleaning the bathroom are way more dramatic and fun than they actually are. If it's stupid and it works, it's not stupid.

I hope you are finding whatever you need right now. I love you.

~Sor
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Apr. 15th, 2025 05:56 pm
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I didn't want to, but I did force myself to do some tasks(quests!) this afternoon, given that I managed to leave work "early".

(I left at 3:15. My day contractually is over at 2:45. Teachers aren't supposed to be in the building after 6pm. Guess which one of those deadlines is closer to when I actually leave most days!)

I mean, technically I'm in the middle of quest 4, so we're not _totally_ finished, but it's a good start. If I complete five quests then I get to have _absolutely guilt free_ fuckaround time for the rest of the evening.

The way my brain works, that's going to be "extremely bothered and guilty about all the things I have not accomplished" time, but that's fine too. At least I will have evidence to point at when I try to convince my brain it's being Unhelpful. I mean, assuming I can finish 1.5 more quests.

Anyways, I'm mostly writing this post because a) I'm trying to get in the habit of More Short Posts, I miss Many Short Post Livejournal, and b) because Anna and the Apocalypse came up in my music shuffle and fucccckkkk yes. There is so much music on my computer right now that I love SO MUCH and it's hard to find because my usual sorting mechanisms are not yet extant. Nothing is in playlists, I can't hit "most played" because everything started at 0, and I've starred very few tracks. So shuffle and hoping for something good and trying to rack my brain for what I really like.

BACK TO THE QUEST (archiving emails).

~Sor
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Apr. 14th, 2025 10:40 pm
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Things accomplished today:

*Squared away bus tickets for going to and from Burlington VT next week during break
*Finished grading mini-quizzes, entered the grades
*Did prep for today
*Taught four classes, only one of which went poorly
*Checked in and figured out which of my students are able to fail at this point in the year (nine out of 90)
*Had therapy
*Read some book (Feet of Clay, which even for a Discworld book seems to have a lot going on)
*Finished my ESCape programs, sent them to the committee
*Did my taxes
*Put away laundry
*Listened to music
*Replied to Charles about Cambridge Class in May
*Watched the behind-the-scenes for the Game Changer first episode
*Ate a non-zero amount of food
*Shower
*Ordered more meds
*Opened my dailies spreadsheet for the first time in like a month

My brain feels very very sad, because that's how I handle everything. Soon I will go to bed.

~Sor
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Apr. 14th, 2025 09:11 pm
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I also did my stupid taxes.

~Sor
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Apr. 14th, 2025 08:03 pm
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I finished.
And I hit send.
And I stared for a moment.
And then went to be more intentional about the music.

Black Sky Lullaby, to prime.
Never Look Away, to calm down.

And in between, Charlotte Martin's "Every Time it Rains". Because sometimes there are parts of me that know what I need even if I can't even say why. I have never been able to say "why" for this song. I'm pretty sure that a cool nerd named Kate played it for me while giving me a ride home from GenCon. And for twelve years it has been infecting my brain as Exactly Right in so many circumstances.

It's unusual to have a soul-song that doesn't come from one of my soul-singers. (I listened to Cheshire Kitten, after Never Look Away, because we are all mad here and it is okay.)

I know it's good to be alive.

~Sor
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Apr. 14th, 2025 06:10 pm
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I cannot get my brain to do the things it must do, so that's awful.

But I did fill out my Pinewoods Scottish Sessions accepted camper survey, and I touched my daily tasks spreadsheet for the first time in a month, and I recorded where I am on the Perpetual Inbox Zero Graph (better than this time last year because I really did make _serious_ gains last spring, but nowhere near the sub 5k unreads I managed as a record) and I replied to Charles to let him know I'm still planning on teaching at Cambridge Class in May.

I'm not sure what's next, but I should probably turn on music.

Good fucking luck, kiddo.

~Sor
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Vignettes from doing chores

Apr. 12th, 2025 06:39 pm
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In the spirit of Mrs. Piggle-Wiggle, here is my accounting of my chores this afternoon so far:

Exercise )

Grading Papers )

Laundry )

Sorting Papers )

Cleaning the bathroom )

Practicing morse code )

Probably some more later

~Sor
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